Tuesday, March 16, 2010

EMO.Seriously.GoddamnEMO.

It's been quite sometime since i put a thought back into this mess. Then again, i was never a perfect one even to begin with. Relationships are never in my list. It's the one thing that i fail from the very start.

It started when we were kids. You promised me that you'll love me forever. But you left me hanging when i needed you the most. Then other girls try to take your place. But they weren't like how we are. I was drowning into the deepest hollow part of our memories, right where you left them.

Now, with every choices i have to face, with the fact that you made me this way. You took my heart and never gave it back. I grew older without my heart. But it felt somehow as if i was recovering from 'us'. Like i was being cured as time walks right through my life.

Then another seemed to have taken your place. She made me believe that the emotion that we left long ago could be revived. Believed her, i did. Loved her, i have. But knowing the truth was never as sweet as how we thought it could be, she tore that empty shell you left within me. Now, im without a heart. Torn into a trillion pieces.

People can't blame me for being this way now. Who i am now is what i never wanted to be. This smiling hollow shell upon them is just a skin behind the ugly sorrow self of mine. In the wake, i feel just like the rest but when the sun comes down, no one will ever forget.

This who i am now. If you are reading this letter, surely you will understand. I need the heart that you stole from me seven years ago. Give it back.

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Saturday, March 13, 2010

Poseidon?

As days pass by, my assignments still remain unattended. *sigh*

Well, on the other hand, spent my saturday to go finish off things in Sunway. The join-venture between #1 class (my class) and #2. Our product to promote? Mineral water.

Hahahaha.. i know right, what a awesome thing to promote. So damn cool like no one else has ever tasted it awesome-ness. Im being sarcastic, mind you.

Group name? Poseidon. No, not because of the Lightning Thief movie.. cause it has to do something with water. Judging from that statement already, im sure we're gonna get a headshot by Anderson.

Anyway, Ann-e was super-shit-high like as if she was smoking high quality crack, weyh. Fucker...i was getting pinched all over. (thank god she didnt pinch or touch anything below my waist) or else..wont be celebrating Father's Day anymore. Reason why she's high? Probably cause i farted at her kentucky fried chicken.

Anyways, that all for now. Updates are coming soon.

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Saturday, March 6, 2010

SportsDayCrashing.

Crashed at SMKBB's Sports Day today.. haha. Obviously, the current teachers go like "Ex-students aren't allowed to be in our compound" or someshit like that. Well, thank god that my friend's parents illegally brought me in. Heh heh.

Then ofcourse, i went around school to check out what's new and shit. Seems like nothing's changed for the better. It got alot worse with the Ninja Turtle in charge. *sigh* The canteen is like shiite.. the walls are filled with ugly paintings (among the back blocks) and ofcourse; the toilet still smells like . . . fuyoh!

Among the seniors that tagged along with me today were Faiz Jamal, Tanach, Norman, Arep & Wife, Liyana, Nad, Aji and Fahmie. And we criticize the sports houses like how we usually do. There were some familiar faces there, no doubt.

Norman was awarded Mr.Handsome Cullen or something..cheh.. pfft. Shannon said that me and Ku Marsya were like siblings thanks to our noses. (like wtf? haha) then i teased her about it the whole day. On top of that; she says my blog is damn emo. True, definitely. :)

Anyway, the question that was bugging me in my head was: Why can't seniors come to our own sport's day? And the answer was, according to Ms.Ong Be Be- "We actually want the seniors to come in, but during this recent years, we have problematic ex-students. The ones that enter the premises with their rempit bikes, piercings, street gangs, etc. So, obviously the principal disagrees with the whole 'Letting the seniors in' idea. We want to avoid any possible problems in advance."

Well said. Now we know why we're being hated and hunted in our former secondary school.

So seniors of SMKBB, the next time you aren't allowed to enter into your own former school and your pissed as hell and ask why? That is the reason. Good night, people.

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Tuesday, March 2, 2010

TOA.DramaMama.

This week is Exploration Week..guess it'll be somewhat awesome (according to the seniors)...NOT. Yeah, it looks like im stuck with a pile of assignments for this weekend, again.

Ann-e and JL are now under my match-making plans..Heh Heh. :) Seems that things are going well, there's someone else to get scratched by her and shit. And yes, not looking at the obvious fact: They look like a sweet couple*. (*im purposely saying this because i was paid to say so)

Inez, Cheryl Teh and Mr.E are some of the ones who have been infected with the "RaJa Virus". And apparently, today was DRAMA day. Eventhough i thought after highschool there's less drama in my life..well, thank god this issue isnt related to my life. Why?

Jake (aka. the monitor) was damn freaking emo about how the people in class are treating him. Well, cant say anything about it...after all, im still new here. But still though, he's a good worker. Leading another campaign against Jake for the class president is L***. (its not censored, its just i dunno how to spell her name) And from Malaysian Studies till Figure Drawing..the drama goes on and on and on.. *sigh*

So, then expect more drama within these past few days.. cause why? It's the motherfucking RaJa Show in TOA!

Haha..yeah. For the readers from TOA, especially my class- You'll know exactly what the fuck im talking about. Well, if you dont. Then...uhh...We'll see some drama is class. Hopefully.

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