HowSpecialSheIs.

I just don't know what to do when you're not here with me. I never thought that i could miss someone this much, and definitely it's you.

The only thing that ease my pain right now is looking at your pictures on my phone, wishing that i could look into those beautiful eyes.

I guess it's probably because we see each other everyday that sometimes i don't feel much pain as i do feel right now when im missing you.

God, i don't know how am i going to be when you're off to your Uni and im off to College. I'd probably die from not having you by my side.

To me, your the most important person in my life. Without you, i'd lose my beat that pumps my heart.

I swear, even if i could feel your breath right by my side it would heal a part of me.

I miss the warmth i felt when you hug me.

Look at how much im falling apart when you're not here with me. I wish that you could read this as soon as i wrote it.

But probably you won't. Cause you're still far away from me.. even there's miles of land and sea that separates you and me, i still can't sleep- You're always in my mind.

Baby, please come home. I miss you. I love you. I need you.

Nurul Iman, you mean the world to me. I love you.

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StopTheHating,EmbraceTheLove.

Recently, i can't help to notice how much everyone is getting torn apart. Bonds broken. Relationships ends.

It's just a warfare being out and alive, with people trying to destroy our foundations of being united as humans.

So, here's the words from my heart. Read it, feel it, breathe it.

"Y'all need to chill the fuck off, man. Fights here and there,

Words hurt our minds, Fists hurt our bodies, Thoughts hurts our hearts.

You know how strong we are as a family, people.

Dropping one of us is like cutting our arms off. Everyone of us have problems with one another, that's what makes us human.

If y'all gnna drop this shit and break up the bonds that holds us together,then make everything fall apart.

We aren't strong without our bonds,

We aren't a family without our bonds,

We aren't human if we continue to let our ego's hold us back,

Feel the love man,

Embrace our differences,

That is what makes us better than beasts.

It's what makes us UNITED,

It's what makes us FAMILY,

It's what makes us a BROTHERHOOD."

WE ARE A STRONGER WHEN WE ARE UNITED.

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GuessWho'sBack?

Yes, finally im back after taking a few months of M.i.A.

How r you people doing? :)

Recent updates? New girlfriend. No car. Longer hair. New hangout spots. New friends. Less mothafakkers.

So, who is my new girl? Her name is Nurul Iman. She's 17. She's makes my heart racing whenever she is with me. HAHA

Whatever it is. I'm back, yo!

DownDueToNoTime.

Due to Loads of things happening at once in my life currently, the blog won't be updated for a while.

For those of you who actually reads my blog; Just wait. It'll be back. Those who don't read my blog: No difference.

Thanks for reading my blog all these while. I'll see y'all sometime soon, hopefully.

Your Life Will Resume in 10mins.

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weeklyUpdates. (New Sem)

It's SECOND SEM. New lecturers; New fucked up people in my class.

I saw alot of people who didn't pass their subjects, and they all got stuck in SECOND SEM. They say "The first sem is at the highest floor of Hell. Where the next sem sends you deeper, if you should fail. But if you pass; then from the highest floor- It'll catapult you into Heaven (Graduation)." -Overheard from a citizen of The One Academy.

Even some of my friends who are in other colleges didn't manage to stay with their classes and fail a few, so they had to restart a whole semester. Damn!

The assignments gets more complicated, yet nicer (well, honestly this is only the first week).. so i pretty much don't know about whats gonna happen. The only thing i do know is-

• The Tribes have evolved: Laksh & RA's tribe still reign supreme, Vortex tribe has faded away, Orbit tribe has new people in it, a new tribe has awakened: The Gaytards, thanks to a new guy by the name of Mofo Jojo.
• All the cool lecturers have gone away. Now we're stuck with the next best thing: an over-confident lecturer who doesn't want his/her flow being interrupted.

Yep. That is the new situation, currently. Im sure as hell it would change into something else sooner or later. Well, bye.

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WeeklyUpdates.

What's up, people?! It's been a while since i talk crap on my blog, and i miss it alot. Aside the fact that a total of 70% of my readers are HATERS, i still love all of y'all.

So, what have i been up to? Lotsa shisha, pool, trips to the movies. Watched IRONMAN2 already, gotta tell ya- it's niccee. New suit, New partner, New bootays to look at. Was at TOA yesterday, collecting my results. Passed it. Then went out to celebrate with Cheryl Teh, Ann Nee, Laksh, David, Emmanuel. Haha. And my dad paid for it all, thank you.

Owh yes, about the relationship status on facebook? Well, ladies and gents: it's classified.

Now, im gonna introduce y'all to the new cartoon which makes me and my college mates tune to.

Yep. That is FREAKNIK. the latest most fucked up cartoon i've watched so far. Its funny in its own way. Check it out. Its worth it.

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ArtisticVideo.

Being in a art institution makes me see things differently. Looking at life with art form; contra lines, shadow values, etc.

On the other hand; check out this video. It's freakin' artistic.

And the lyrics sends out a message to everyone else. Listen well.

The artist is from Britain. These people are very artistic these days.. there must be something in the water. :)

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We'reImageOfTheInvisible.

ThisWeek'sCrappyUpdate.

Damn. It's a week of no class already. Getting the much needed sleep..

Went to AC last week, its like another HSq.. but this time it has a huge pool venue. Dude, the crowd was like massive.. i couldnt get a table after like 15mins. Then joined some friends trying out the foosball thingy.

Suprisingly, im getting better about some roads in PJ and Sunway. Now can drive easily to Subang Parade and Sunway Piramid. :)

Cheryl Teh blames me for making the Paramore song stuck in her head. heh heh.

Ann Nee blames me for absolutely anything. Still. *sigh*

Got a bbq parteh coming soon.. driving to Laksh's place. Yeah. Lamb.. Lambo Lamb Lamb.

That's it fer now.

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LooksLikeTheIceCreamMelted.

Its sad. I just hate it..before you had a chance to do anything, it's gone.

Now, those sweet smiles will fade away into the darkness and every laughter will began to remain as static.

I hate this. I hate it. Alot.

Why did you leave? Give me more time to get to know you. Your smile is the one that brightens my day from shit.. All, i need is another scoop of ice-cream with you right by myside.

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TribalIssues.

It's been quite an experience in TOA so far..going into the second sem.

Met a whole new bunch of friends, tribes were formed too. Haha.

Tribes? There's the Vortex tribe, Orbit tribe, Happening tribe, Hong tribe.

About these tribes:

• Vortex tribe- Lead by the infamous Cheryl Liew, accompanied by Jake and Terrance, they are the most annoying tribe in the whole class.
• Orbit tribe- Lead by the infamous Nat, accompanied by the other silent group of students. They're not as bad as the Vortexes, but trust me. They are somewhat just like those Vortexes. Just trying to fit-in abit too much.
• Happening tribe- Lead by RA & Laksh, accompanied by Yew Wah, Ann Nee, Cheryl Teh, Emmanuel, Jian Leng, Victor, Cardin and the majority of the class. Not to be messed around with, where we stand by numbers.
• Hong's tribe- Somewhat right in the middle of the class, not into the Happening tribe nor the Vortexes and Orbiters.

Well, these are among the tribes that i've seen being made in CD1001-1. If there's other tribes, i'll notify you guys.

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MyCGPoster.

I think my CG work has finally finished. maybe.

So, seriously.. it's on to Reis's work now. *sigh* Damn. So much fucking assignments to finish!

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TOA. MyAds.

My 230th post. For Poseidoners, here is the ads i've edited. Thanks to Cheryl Teh, Yi Wen, Meikay, Ann Nee, Vii Liam and me.. for the inspiration.

For those who can't seem to get the idea from these ads; it's for a condom commercial.

"Play Safe"

"Undo Button"

"Hard"

So, guys.. (my TOA Poseidoners) feedback on my facebook page. Like now. Thanks. Cause tomorrow's doomsday.

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Darling,YouAreTheOnlyException.

I see couples anywhere i go, they're just everywhere. Sometimes, it sucks like hell to be in the middle of this whole love sequence..

Its like the single people have disappeared somewhere else. Maybe there's a singles country. Damn. Stuck in the middle of a billion lovely couples in between me.

I kinda got sick of these people. With their cuddle-muddle in Starbucks, right beside me. Stupid gay love songs in the radio. Sheesh...its like all the singles have just fade away from earth or something.

But don't get me wrong, i already have her waiting for me. And darling, you are the only exception.

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It'sWar.IThink.

Finally. It's about damn time that the semester is going to end.

This week is all about the finals, all the way. No breaks. Exhibition, Pop-Ups, CG Poster. These are the things that will determine whether am i moving on the next target or will flunk and drown into class 1 instead of class 2.

Goddammit. I wanna get this over with, wanna move on. Sometimes i wish that my hands can pick out the ideas which are roaming in head before i lose 'em during lunch. :)

It's time to MOVE UP or SHUT UP.

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Q&A.

People, seriously.. if you don't like my posts. Then don't read them.

anonymous_1: Dude, i think your blog is too damn emo.

Answer: I think you shouldn't read my blog. happy?

anonymous_2: raja, what happened to your nra thingy?

Answer: It died and got stuck behind Madonna's ass.

anonymous_3: why does all ur posts hav to talk abt girls? like ur ex n shit.

Answer: Well dude, some questions cant be answered, like why is your dad an alcoholic?

anonymous_4: wei y u always say tht ur frens r fake la..actor la..

Answer: Because some of them are. There.

anonymous_5: whos the girl u been talking abt in ur blog??

Answer: Which post are you referring to?

Well, for this week i'm only picking 5 questions. If i'm in a more pleasing mood, i'll take more of this crap.

That's it for this week. More stupid dumbass questions coming, surely.

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Flashbacks,Replays&Memories.

At times, we look upon others as a guidance into our situations. May our situations be different from one another, but it helps when someone else has felt what your feeling now.

• Remember those times where we spent looking at the sunset together? How i used to hold your hand, and tell you how special you were to me. Love.
• Knowing the fact that you got shot down before even saying a word to someone you cared about. Disappointment.
• The effort we made to hold our relationship to this day. How we stayed together for 5 years, been through everything side by side. Trust.
• How that bitch cheated on you behind your back. How the pain feels right through your heart. EMO.
• Knowing you tried everything to make this relationship work, but it hardly seems enough. Given Up.

Yep. Those are the feelings where people can relate directly. How lovely it felt during the times, How painful it was to feel it all before. People relate though the emotions set free by the heart.

So, what do i feel right now? I don't even know what there is to feel. Im caught between too many emotions. The only thing that relates us now is feeling you get when you understand what this post is all about.

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EMO.Seriously.GoddamnEMO.

It's been quite sometime since i put a thought back into this mess. Then again, i was never a perfect one even to begin with. Relationships are never in my list. It's the one thing that i fail from the very start.

It started when we were kids. You promised me that you'll love me forever. But you left me hanging when i needed you the most. Then other girls try to take your place. But they weren't like how we are. I was drowning into the deepest hollow part of our memories, right where you left them.

Now, with every choices i have to face, with the fact that you made me this way. You took my heart and never gave it back. I grew older without my heart. But it felt somehow as if i was recovering from 'us'. Like i was being cured as time walks right through my life.

Then another seemed to have taken your place. She made me believe that the emotion that we left long ago could be revived. Believed her, i did. Loved her, i have. But knowing the truth was never as sweet as how we thought it could be, she tore that empty shell you left within me. Now, im without a heart. Torn into a trillion pieces.

People can't blame me for being this way now. Who i am now is what i never wanted to be. This smiling hollow shell upon them is just a skin behind the ugly sorrow self of mine. In the wake, i feel just like the rest but when the sun comes down, no one will ever forget.

This who i am now. If you are reading this letter, surely you will understand. I need the heart that you stole from me seven years ago. Give it back.

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Poseidon?

As days pass by, my assignments still remain unattended. *sigh*

Well, on the other hand, spent my saturday to go finish off things in Sunway. The join-venture between #1 class (my class) and #2. Our product to promote? Mineral water.

Hahahaha.. i know right, what a awesome thing to promote. So damn cool like no one else has ever tasted it awesome-ness. Im being sarcastic, mind you.

Group name? Poseidon. No, not because of the Lightning Thief movie.. cause it has to do something with water. Judging from that statement already, im sure we're gonna get a headshot by Anderson.

Anyway, Ann-e was super-shit-high like as if she was smoking high quality crack, weyh. Fucker...i was getting pinched all over. (thank god she didnt pinch or touch anything below my waist) or else..wont be celebrating Father's Day anymore. Reason why she's high? Probably cause i farted at her kentucky fried chicken.

Anyways, that all for now. Updates are coming soon.

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SportsDayCrashing.

Crashed at SMKBB's Sports Day today.. haha. Obviously, the current teachers go like "Ex-students aren't allowed to be in our compound" or someshit like that. Well, thank god that my friend's parents illegally brought me in. Heh heh.

Then ofcourse, i went around school to check out what's new and shit. Seems like nothing's changed for the better. It got alot worse with the Ninja Turtle in charge. *sigh* The canteen is like shiite.. the walls are filled with ugly paintings (among the back blocks) and ofcourse; the toilet still smells like . . . fuyoh!

Among the seniors that tagged along with me today were Faiz Jamal, Tanach, Norman, Arep & Wife, Liyana, Nad, Aji and Fahmie. And we criticize the sports houses like how we usually do. There were some familiar faces there, no doubt.

Norman was awarded Mr.Handsome Cullen or something..cheh.. pfft. Shannon said that me and Ku Marsya were like siblings thanks to our noses. (like wtf? haha) then i teased her about it the whole day. On top of that; she says my blog is damn emo. True, definitely. :)

Anyway, the question that was bugging me in my head was: Why can't seniors come to our own sport's day? And the answer was, according to Ms.Ong Be Be- "We actually want the seniors to come in, but during this recent years, we have problematic ex-students. The ones that enter the premises with their rempit bikes, piercings, street gangs, etc. So, obviously the principal disagrees with the whole 'Letting the seniors in' idea. We want to avoid any possible problems in advance."

Well said. Now we know why we're being hated and hunted in our former secondary school.

So seniors of SMKBB, the next time you aren't allowed to enter into your own former school and your pissed as hell and ask why? That is the reason. Good night, people.

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TOA.DramaMama.

This week is Exploration Week..guess it'll be somewhat awesome (according to the seniors)...NOT. Yeah, it looks like im stuck with a pile of assignments for this weekend, again.

Ann-e and JL are now under my match-making plans..Heh Heh. :) Seems that things are going well, there's someone else to get scratched by her and shit. And yes, not looking at the obvious fact: They look like a sweet couple*. (*im purposely saying this because i was paid to say so)

Inez, Cheryl Teh and Mr.E are some of the ones who have been infected with the "RaJa Virus". And apparently, today was DRAMA day. Eventhough i thought after highschool there's less drama in my life..well, thank god this issue isnt related to my life. Why?

Jake (aka. the monitor) was damn freaking emo about how the people in class are treating him. Well, cant say anything about it...after all, im still new here. But still though, he's a good worker. Leading another campaign against Jake for the class president is L***. (its not censored, its just i dunno how to spell her name) And from Malaysian Studies till Figure Drawing..the drama goes on and on and on.. *sigh*

So, then expect more drama within these past few days.. cause why? It's the motherfucking RaJa Show in TOA!

Haha..yeah. For the readers from TOA, especially my class- You'll know exactly what the fuck im talking about. Well, if you dont. Then...uhh...We'll see some drama is class. Hopefully.

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RandomShowdown.

Things just never go the way you want them to be. Never.

Random people suddenly appearing in my msn, Random messages in my phone.. Hell, what the fuck is going on?

Yesterday, i stayed over in the lab with Emmanuel, Ann-e, Cheryl L. Best part of doing your assignments in a silent lab with shut-up-lights along the hall is: You get to do whatever you want, and nobody will even notice anything.

When back to the ol' NRA roots- Emmanuel and myself made an awesome talkshow about random shits around us. Some were made up, mind you.

Ann-e tried to kick me, again. But still, i was too cun-ted to begin with. Therefor, i had the upper-hand on her random pokes and scratches. (the cause of her attacks still remain mysterious)

Guess things can work out. New friends in college reminds me of the ol' days in SMKBB.. full of crazy, random, awesome-ness. Haha.

Getting cramped in my car by Friday; thanks to Anderson's class. Teaming up with Badrissa, Inez, Cheryl twins, Ann-e, Mr.E, The "I hate you" guy and Myself. Research on Incognito, begins. Another showdown between Ann-e and me? We'll see.

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OffTheRecord.

I seriously have anger issues. Infact, the whole scenario of yesterday's post was already going through the roof.

Im glad that i cursed alot on my blog. What's even better is, i could get it off my chest instead of accidentally taking it on someone who is totally innocent. Off the record- Truth is, I really miss the old times.

Exact date? Before 5th of July, 2009. It was a whole lot better back then. Choki's was still around, Me, Mike, Navin and most of us were hanging out most of the time. Shisha with buddies at 8.

-I just miss those times where my friendship was so intact, so close.

Now? Things are just terrible with me and friends from Bangsar. It's gotten alot worse after January, 2010. Somehow it's just gotten so bad that i run away from it. I stopped going to Bangsar unless if i was with my family.

I just can't be in Bangsar anymore. No majority friends here, anymore. But thankfully there are a few of my Bangsar friends who are still my friends. Now, i'd just want to move on. Get out of everyone's way.

Hopefully i'll leave Bangsar soon, for there is nothing for me here. Adios.

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AngerIssues.

Motherfuckers. Yeah, that's what they are.

Think i give a damn about your gathering, asshole? Well, go fuck yourself. Take everyone of those fakers who actually calls themselves my so called friends.

I hope you rot in hell, you stupid motherfucking son of a bitch. I really wish that Satan drags your balls into hell..

Think that your so damn big just because you have your entourage of losers around? Hah! Your just as pathetic as everyone of them. Yes, just like every single of them.

Motherfuckers, hope you'll have fun so badly that when you laugh, you'll choke and die. Yes, that's right.

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WeeklyUpdates.

What's happening nowdays? Well, ain't much.

College: Lepak with the 'latecomers' group. They seems to be much nicer than the seniors. Fucking assholes. Dumped with a billion tons of ideas for each assignments. But execution? hehe.. im always the last-minute guy.

Annie is always annoying with her random-ness, while everyone else just joins into our conversation whenever the class starts. Some people even said that she's my girlfriend.. haha. How stupid. No way in hell would i be with all that crazy random shit.

Mr.Anderson's class is always freaking hilarious.. once; he even commented on the 2nd class: "People have Blackberry, you want Blackberry. Nokia 3310's full functions oso you dunno. Monkey see, Monkey do." Then all of us laughed like hell. He's like a little fat boy in a candy store whenever we get into the Lourve Gallery topic, in France.

"Art is for the people who have taste, Taste is for the people who have education, Education is for the people who wants to be better than everyone else." Quoted from Mr.Anderson, himself.

Thanks to Annie, i got dragged into watching Toothfairy at Sunway Piramid. *sigh* dumb ass.

Played snooker soon after that, got trashed for the first game. Then trashed others next. So much for me "not knowing how to play snooker", eh? haha.

Everything else seems to be better. PLKN and college life reminds me so much of highschool. Somehow it's like they're exactly alike.

Well, that's all for now. Bye.

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TOA. NewWeek.

Its only a week since everything started off fresh in my life. Couldn't complain that much, after all the pro's and con's are about the same.

New college lunch buds; Cheryl, Cheryll, Annie, Emmanuel, Jake & Me. The only guy malay in the whole class after all is me, alone.

The Cheryl twins are like followers, they just follow the flow. Annie? Well, she's something like me..but as a girl. Much more annoying too. Emmanuel just the typical silent treatment person. But helpful too when you need it. Jake? He's the most annoying, awkward, joke-gone-wrong person i've ever met. Haha.

So far, the most fucked up thing everyday in college is the stupid motherfucking parking! Seriously, i hate that part.

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FirstWeek.

Friday: Met Navin otw to college. Stayed at college till 10pm, assignment issues.

Saturday: Bumped into Amilia at Bangsar. Drive Dad around. Shisha @Hartamas, again.

Sunday: Futsal booked by Khalilul. Shisha @Hartamas, again.

Monday-Thursday: Repeat college life-pattern.

Yep. It never gets boring sometimes..wonder how i do it. *hmm..*

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DrivingVictims.

I've been driving around recently.. (not counting the fact "driving to college")

These are the few people who have been terrified by my driving *evil laughter*.. Hariz, Mike, Meor & Dad. Im not denying anything about the fact that im still learning how to drive properly.

I describe my driving as a "Roller-Coaster Ride". It describes most of the "thrills" when your next to me while im driving. But dont be scared as hell though, as fun as this all sounds; I still keep a safe distance from injuring anyone in the car or around the car.

Hehehe.. so, think twice before you hop on in my car.

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WeeklyUpdates.

For these past few days, it has been a blast. Getting my Macbook Pro, my first car.

It's a proton no doubt, followed by the stupid car problems. But atleast there's a car for me to bum around. Went a few rounds with my dad. The car died at some traffic lights, due to the stupid manual gear.

It's just getting used to the manual, just like how my dad said it. More disappointments, the stupid audio doesn't have a cd player nor a USB port. *sigh*

But still, i keep on looking at the bright side of things.

Met a couple of friends who came for job interviews at BSC. Funny though, looking at how nervous they looked. And it seems DOME at BSC doesn't have a fucking wi-fi. *grumbles*

Somehow, after having a car also- It seems the gorgeous babes are more frequent to be seen.

Hehe.. :)

Anyways, that's it for today. Adios.

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Golddigga!

Well, this post goes out to all of the people who purposely have forgotten about me.. haha.

All those times that we used to hanged out before, when we used to be so close.. it doesn't matter now. To think that you people count me out of important things in your lives such as ur birthday, gatherings and all- Those actions made clear to me what kind of a person i am to you.

Clearly, i am not apart of your 'society'. Eventhough i thought that your in my circle of friends, but it seems that im not in yours.

Honestly, i grow tired of you people. Using me as a platform to get somewhere else. Using me to get to girls, free lunch, meeting nice people (unlike you).. seriously, you are nothing more than a motherfucker.

Yeah, thats right. You're just a big motherfucking leech. Get all you want in a person, when you're done- you jump to another.

For a certain type of people that i know (trust me, if your one of them- you'll hate the living shit outta me). You are nothing more than male versions of a golddigger.

That's it. Im done with this.

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LetterOfRegret.

It's finally time. I can finally actually say- I give up.

Tired, actually. Waiting and hoping for something which is clearly won't be happening between us. You almost drove me into insanity.. almost. Guess what?

After looking at these situations. I've decided. I bid farewell to you. No more shall i lead my heart into despair. Nor i will pursuit something so utterly meaningless, given your reaction to me.

How foolish of me thinking about a future with you. Clearly, i might have lost my sense of reality. Because after all, you are only a rose which is beginning to blossom. Where i, should not be foolish to be taking you away from where you are.

I apologise for wasting you time. I now need to move on, into my future.

Don't look back. For i am no longer waiting for you. And may our paths be crossed oncemore, it might be just as an acquaintances. Nothing more.

So long. Good Bye.

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RE:Big Favor.

Here's a situation that my close friend is in- Three girls to choose from (go to into a relationship). He cant seem to make up his mind, and I'll tell you why:

The choices of the heart has never been easy on anyone. Especially when you have to make certain choices for the ones that you care the most.. the question remains, who is she?

Girl #1- She has once said that she's interested, but it seems that it was about a year ago. Everytime you meet her.. it looks like she's still has something for you after all those years. No matter whatever happens, you still manage to make her laugh and smile whenever she looks like she's upset. And she still looks at you the same way when she told you she had a crush on you.

Girl #2- She's the one you have been waiting for eversince you were 14. She makes you nervous whenever she sits next to you. She still manages to make you 'melt', even after all these times. And when you thought there's no chance towards her anymore, she comes back to you. But when you try be the one, another guy steps in to steal the spotlight. She becomes confused everytime that situation happens.

Girl #3- She'll make you dream about her even without talking to her. And when you talk to her, she makes you feel as if you're floating in mid-air. Still, you unsure about telling her how special she is to you.. because you're scared that she'll might walk away on you. She somehow is just too precious to forget.

**Facts are provided by- Tengku A.

So, now.. put yourself in his position, and who'd you choose?

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LooksLikeThePhoenixWontBeRisingFromTheDead.

Linkin Park is truly dead. Sad, so sad.

Why is it sad? Their lead vocalist; Chester Bennington is in a new band. And the band sucks.

The new band is called Dead By Sunrise. The irony is, the name of the band calls on the situation itself. It's just dead. Going Electro/Rock isn't really much like how the lead vocalist were when he was in the LP days.

The link to the band itself is on the band name.

Whoever that wants to check it out, go ahead. Personally, i think that after the whole Mike Shinoda's side project thingy: Fort Minor. That leads to LP's road to destruction.

Clearly, im not a big fan of Hip-Hop being thrown into Alternative Rock. What happens when you combine such genres? This sad conclusion of band being demolished from it's Rock genre.

Farewell to the Hybrid Theory (LP's first album for those who don't understand) days. Where the new sucky genres has taken their place.

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TwistOfFate.

There was this girl. She was alone. No parents, no family. Abandoned into this cruel world.

She wandered around in hoping that she'll might find someone to love her and accept her. Then she met this guy. He promised her that she'll never feel alone ever again. He held her hand throughout the whole time she was feeling left out.

Somehow she found love within herself, towards him. So she did, love it was. They spent time together within the light and the dark. She thought she finally found the person that she was waiting for all these while.

The guy seemed all that she could dream about. She bought everything he said. She jumped when he jumps. She felt all the warmness from him. She never wants to let him go. But then he started to change. He was different. He began to leave her.

He looked into her eyes and walked away from her. She was left alone, again. She tried to chase him. But somehow it felt as if time slowed her down. Choking her with all the cold feeling of loneliness. As he walked away, she could only looked at him from where she was standing.

But she threw all her fears behind and ran towards him. So he stopped. When she manages to catch up, she began to let the tears flow off her cheeks. His face has a evil look upon it.

He grabbed her hand. And pushed her into the darkness. She was suffocating within the darkness. She lost herself. He looked down on her and laughed.

"Wipe off those tears; it's getting annoying just looking at you. Stop being pathetic. Get out of my sight." said the guy.

She died from drowning in her sad painful fate. The guy suddenly pokes his fingers into his face. He teared open his face.. The mask has finally been lifted. It seemed that the guy was her. And the person who drowned to her death was him.

Things are not always be the way it seems. Sometimes, you destroy something so beautiful when you thought you were saving it.

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MeAgainstTheWorld.

It's been a while since i wrote my last post, and alot has happened between now and then.

Firstly, i finally got my butt into The One Academy College..(thank god cause cant handle all the nagging anymore) then my license has been with me for more than 2weeks. Now its time to look for a car to drive from Bangsar to Sunway every freakin' day.

Next, i finally finished paying my futsal debts to Khalilul. After that he said "Now you're on my good side" or someshit like that. *awkward silence* . . . ok?

Now, im pretty much either busy designing character concepts for my assignment or busy thinking of ANONYMS next musical experiment along with E'G and Tan.

Shit stuff along the way? Loads of it.

BURSTING FEUDS

BULLSHIT SO-CALLED-FRIENDS

ETC.

Seriously. Im getting a feeling that things will get alot more fucked up soon.

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AloneInTheDark.

Ok, enough with the anger issues already (for now).

Now, its the RElepak-ing process again.. Searching for a cool spot to relax somewhere not too far from Bangsar. Then something magical has happened; i have found myself not addicted to shisha anymore. (yeah, u heard me)

Apparently, some people are already starting to defriend me. Heh. Listening to Lamb.Of.God. is good enough for me. Fuck the World.

Yes, i do sound like a broken record. Yeay for me.

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StupidPeople.

I swear, people have got to tell me what the fuck are they pissed about before swearing on my face. Honestly, suddenly barging on me, swearing and what not.

People, fucking tell me what the fuck it is all about. Understand? *sigh*

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