HappyNewYear.

A brand new fucking year, eh? Well.. let's just hope its gonna be better than this year. Cause this year sucked. as. hell.

Lepak'd with Aiman at his house in B.U. Watched the most awesome fireworks ever! It was surely just a big bang boom fire sparkle sparkle in the sky..but this time it had some nice timing. Still, my ex is giving more headaches and shit.

Fuck off 2009, Welcome you fucking 2010!!

HAPPY

FUCKING

NEW YEAR

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HellYeah!

The fucking holidays are gonna be over already, yet i aint going anywhere. Then there's a stupid motherfucking problem thanks to my ex. Futhermore, its not like i have any fucking 'real' friends anyways, most of them are just a bunch of great actors.

Even smoking fucking shisha wont help my stupid fucking stress. Then, there's a fucking bastard who thinks he's damn fucking cool plak. Take care of your fucking girlfriend la babi, dont flirt with other girls.. when other people wants to take care of your girlfriend, you get fucking pissed off. You damn well know its your fucking fault.

Then this bloody fucking bitch, who thinks she's so damn hot. Accompanied by that fucking BAPUK, who thinks he's a fucking player la.. why dont you fuck off already?!

Thank god i finally got rid of that fucking cbox before those stupid fucking no life retards waste the fucking cbox space for another fucking stupid session..

While all that happens, people actually expect me to listen and shut the fuck up? Well,

FUCK THE WORLD. i didn't.


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Random.

What's your Darkside?

Everyone has a darkside. A personality that separates that nice person you are into something else. To girls- It brings sexuality, an expression of lust. Naughty, sexy.

To guys? I dont know. I dont pay attention.

Messing with it does have its side-effects, when used frequently. To certain people; it'll create a split personality crisis. Mental effect.

But ofcourse, its fun when you actually embrace the darkside. Dont get carried away though. :)

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HALO: REACH

The long-awaited prequel to the famous HALO series is finally out. The story will uncover most of the Master Chief's character.

You'll set out in a Spartan squad to fight the Covenant on a besieged fortress world. Here's the trailer. Enjoy.

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ALoser'sStory.

Sometimes, it hurts when you come across your love interest but you dont know what to do or say.. Then by the time you actually figure it out, it too late.

She could be so close to you, as almost face to face. How you could almost smell her fragrance and touch her.. But you cant. It's cause either your ego gets in the way or you dont have the guts to do anything about it.

Almost every guy in this entire planet has this experience, atleast once. Because there's only one particular girl that could actually make all you melt. To you, she might be the most perfect female on earth. She's intelligent, gorgeous, funny, sporty, etc.



But to every guy who gets her; they have the guts to rise above most guys. To the ones who dont; You'll be ones who will be watching her walk out with some other guy.

A typical highschool movie script, dont you agree? But it really does happen to every guy.

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WeeklyUpdate.

With nothing to do, very much broke too.. My cousin decided to come lepak at my house (for a week). So, brought him to Hartamas Sq, Gardens and around Bangsar.

He seems to enjoy my Xbox360 more than i enjoy it. Getting better at chess thanks to our boredom-ness..and we went on an entourage to watch "Ninja Assassin" movie. It was a cool movie though, minus the fact that all the girls went crazy over the leading actor, some korean fellow named Rain.

But ofcourse, then we continued the tradition of shisha-ism by puffing here and there, checking out new spots around Bangsar and Hartamas.

The Shishalogy cousin: Adam.

Well, that's all for now. Bye.

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Complain.

It's been a quite fuck'd up week. Full of assholes and bastards everywhere.. It seems that whatever that i do or did at the time doesn't add-up, or in other words- It makes things go a whole lot worse.

Goddammit! Why is everything so kentutfied? It's been so terrible lately..and owh yes, i got bored of having an fucking argument everytime i click on my blog. So, i just delete the cbox. Easy enough.

Everything is boring. Going out is boring. Lepaking is getting boring. Jamming is getting boring. Xbox is getting boring. Futsal is getting boring.

*WAAARRGGHH!!!*

Somehow i just miss when i was still a form5 student. Really do miss it. Seems everything was much more fun then..pfft..

That's all for now. Bye.

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Poison.

It's interesting how much people try to make you into the way they are; cold. A simple misunderstanding can cause a marriage to fall apart, losing a great job, etc.

I think it's called envy. That's why people tend to do such things. Based from my last post Wake Up, it has been proved yet again in our everyday life. How a person will try absolutely anything to fuck you up.. that is just human nature.

There's no use of avoiding the inevitable. In my life, i've seen how these emotions crush something so meaningful. One of em' were my parents, actually. Watching as it slowly destroys all the smiles, laughter within you. How that creates an empty void within a person is something so complex that it seems pointless trying to understand.

But to every darkness that grows within, it creates hope. To every pain, there will be a cure. Well, that is what i believe in.

As naive as you may think it is, it brings calm into one's self. But ofcourse, our thoughts are different. "Another man's waste is Another man's treasure" - Leonardo Da Vinci.

Our ways might be different, but our destination remains the same. As Navin Kumar once said; "The World is a Bitch" and followed by another friend, Kaladevan; "Fuck the World"..these quotes are the ones that makes me smile when the thought of the world wants to fuck my day up.

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OriginalOrSpicy?

Everyone's tastebuds are different in everyway. From music, food, clothes, gadgets, etc. If the public eye dislikes your taste, you might gonna be called a 'freak', 'weirdo', etc.

Sometimes, being original seems to be an act of a crime to the society. But there are a few types of people who dresses the way they want, say whatever they will, consume whatever they feel like feasting on.. Those types are the ones who society will absolutely avoid.

Some say "If you can't beat them, join them." to enlighten things. Well, let me ask you this- Does joining or following someone else's taste seem original to yourself? To do things like how other's desire instead of yours. Just to be on the safe side.

Well, being safe all the time will get you nowhere. There's no point of hiding your true personality, opinions, sense of style.. it'll only get you into an identity crisis. Where you lose sight of who you really are, and believe on this character that the public displays to you.

But, sometimes.. being original does have it's bad nature. If a person has a whole darkside personality, it could endanger the whole society. How a person craves for blood, murder, etc. Sometimes it's best for us to move on into this whole new character. But still, we can never runaway from who we really are.

Just think for a second, are you satisfied with who you are? Are you really yourself? Or is it another wolf disguised in a wool? You'll be the judge of that. After all, it depends on you, to choose whoever you want to be. But do remember, each option we choose has its consequences.

There are always pros and cons to Life. It's just the way of how you look at these matters. Some will look at it with optimism, some wont.

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WakeUp.

Being human beings, we never fully appreciate what we have until its gone. At times, we tend to neglect who actually is sincere to ourselves.

Life has its full of ups and downs, surely to most of us- it seems full of downs more than ups. Endless suffering, sadness, hate, etc. But in the end, it is what makes us human. To be able to learn from our mistakes, to grow into a mature state of mind. To me; life isn't a rollercoaster as other see it..

Sometimes, we just have to accept the fact, no matter how difficult it is for us. We tend to envy others for having something close to our desires. Some of us would try to destroy that 'perfect' image by force.. cause others to say "if i can't have it, so will you." But seriously, is that really necessary?

But it's just human nature. Envious to others. Honestly, there is nothing perfect about us. We lack in so many ways, but the thing is, what's the point of living when you achieve perfection? Losing our core emotions as a human being, as for being sorrow, kind, love, anger, etc.

Life changes everything. Life evolves. We evolve; spiritually, mentally, physically. Futhermore, how can we define Life as to what we seem to fit? Where rules wouldn't apply, freedom of the soul as they say.. Somehow it will lead us into destruction of ourselves. We'll grow hatred of one another, greed of power, haunted by our choices.

Is that what you want the future generations to be able to inherit from us? It is time for us to grow mature, think before making choices. The future is for us to mold, the past is for us to hold on to.

Stop this destruction before it devours our future. Be one. Understand our differences. Our beliefs might not be the same.. but our hearts are. Why should we fight one another for domination? Doesn't it get lonely being all alone up there? Isn't it better to have people who wouldn't try to destroy one another?

Think about it. You are the molder of our generation, for us to carry on into the future. Let's stop being selfish, and try to understand what seems to be the problem. For those of you who truly understand what i am saying, thank you. For those of you who don't, fuck you.

This isn't political nor religious. Its a self-awareness note, to the world.

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