Origins:LinkinPark.

I remember the first rock band i listened to when i was starting to dig guitar solos and crazy drummings..

Back then, my favorite song was Papercut - Linkin Park.

That was the first song that i head-banged to, and then eventually i dig the whole album from LP. I think i was at the age of 10-11 years old..when i was jumping around while listening to the songs, and to top it off; my friends could play these songs while they were jamming back then.

(Thanks to Tunku Shafiq, Syahir and their band!)


Yeah, this was the first album that made me listen to rock: [Hybrid Theory]. Then, i found another LP fan from my primary school while we up at Cameron Highlands for a school trip..he was head-banging to his ear phones all the way from each bus stops until we reached back at the hotel where my batch were staying in.

This head-banging guy was none other than Navin. That was the first time i actually lepak with the guy..the thing that made us buddies back then was the songs from LP and his head-phones.


That is Linkin Park's frontman: Chester Bennington. The guy that everyone's trying to imitate while listening to LP..

Then when i moved to SMKBB from Hartamas; found another 'Chester-wannabe'.. it was Norman Abdullah Rosman or known back then as Normax.

Yes, we became buddies too...LOL.

Infact, when we were form1...Norman participated in the SMKBB Idol. He lost because he couldn't scream like Chester while singing Crawling. Poor guy..

Well, those two are the ones that i could connect with while listening LP. Nowdays, everyone's rock genre taste is different now that we've grown older..not that many people listen to what i listen.

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AwesomeBurger:Revived.

It's been a year since the last time i've tasted the BBQ Ranch burger from Chili's..

The last one was on the last day of school '07; where Navin, Mark, Dipti, Lydia, Qistina, Iklil, Farah and myself were enjoying ourselves smashing cakes into each other's faces..

That was the first time my tastebuds met the BBQ Ranch..and it brought the west into the east.


Today, thanks to Atiqah's mum..i have the chance to taste it again. That awesome taste filled my cravings for it for another 365days..or maybe until it's Ramadhan. (sebab time tgh puasa, lapar giler siot!)

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EMO.Broken.

Yes, it's that time again- It's the EMO post!

This time, we're using a situation from a broken person..destroyed emotionally.
Well, here it is. Read it at your own risk.


Why does one feels so abandoned, eventhough his life is filled with people?

Imagine this- You have almost everything you could have asked for; you have a big house, you have money, you have friends and you have a girlfriend..but there seems to be something missing, something that makes you feel better.

What is life when your tomorrows feel like today?

Imagine this- When every second you live seems to have been rotated sometime ago, seems as if your life is just being played over and over again like a broken record. When there's nothing much to look forward to..besides the fact that you know what's coming.

What are friends when they start to form into enemies?

Imagine this- When the people you trust starts to change their personalities; they look, act, speak and think differently. And whatever that seemed important within a friendship has just been thrown away as if it's just rubbish. When your life seems quiet, abandoned by companions.

What is there to live for when everything starts to crumble away?

Imagine this- What is there to live for when your families starts to break apart, when your home is taken away, when your friends seems to be something from the past, when your existence is being questioned? Every warm, happy memories starts to melt away from you..leaving an empty hollow shell that forms what you are right now.

What is life when everything seems to be pointless?

All you could do is this- Then the next best thing you could do is: start over. Restart your life, rebuild whatever that could be saved. Leave whatever that has lost it's self completely. Make new friends, look at life on a different perspective and make everyday worth living in.

Well, it is "Easier said than done". But you'll never know until you try..

This story was taken from a friend, he wishes his name not to be published. I think i should take the glory, thank you..thank you very much. *Elvis's voice*

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EarthHour.

The Earth Hour thingy was on just now...and i could only see a few of houses are turning off their lights, others would be like how the usually are: Dont know, Dont care.

Accompanied by Hariz, we lepaked outside by the swimming pool and looked at the whole neighbourhood. Tried to make some NRA look-a-like videos while in boredom during the 8.30-9.30 timeline...but in the end, it wasn't anything like the old vids. *sigh*


So, it's currently 10:33pm..my dad went back to Perak due to some royal thingy. He asked me to accompany him at will; but i choose to stay in KL for some reason.

Got a date with my sweetheart tomorrow, wanna lepak at her place after lunch.

That's it for tonight...i'll post something new by tomorrow morning.

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JustPlainBoring.

It's Saturday already. Wow..

Perhaps, this is going to be the most boring-est Saturday i've ever experienced. With none of my buddies are around..it's just...*sigh*

Today's Story:

Woke up at 11 and no one's at home. Drank a cup of coffee, then took a cab to BSC. Walked down to school, picked up the Sweetheart and then went to Starbucks.

Devoted the whole day just for her.
*Crowd goes "Awwhh..."*

Crashed at her place, talk some crap...blah blah blah. Then a little bit of xoxo, followed by a trip to the mamak's stall somewhere around there.
*Followed by the sounds of motocycles with rempits on it*

Geez...i know. This post is just plain BO-Ring. *sigh*

Want something better than reading this post?...go watch Monkeys while they MakeLove. LOL.

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Envy?Nah.

It always happens like this..whenever i leave a school, it'll have some better things once my batch has left..

SKBB. After i left, then the new surau was build la...some places got AC la. When i was studying there..it was hot all the time. All we had was kipas! (fans)

SMKBB. Was the first Waterpolo captain to bring a medal home..but no, i wasn't remembered oso. pfft...but then the upside of that is only this:

The batch of '08 was the ones that revived Smkbb Idol and Canteen Day..eventhough the new principal doesn't allow anything anymore. (which is none of my concerns now, since i have left)

So, it's not so bad after all..it's just they get more cool stuff than we do. But still, my batch was the most happening one in SMKBB after they changed to the new principal. (So, the Datin and Pn.Lyla batch doesn't count!) LOL.

And hands down; my batch has the hottest chicks in my former highschool. (Just to rub it in..)

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Sunburst'09: N.E.R.D.

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RaJa'sShow. (part 2)

Today, we will have a peek into the this blogger's room. (dont ask me why)

Within the pretzel mind of RaJa, here we shall discover how does one's room look like...

• Exhibit 01- The Graffiti Door or known as Door to the bedroom. As you can see from the door itself, it is full of crap. Drawings, emblems, posters are being posted on the door as a sign of creativity..lol.
  

• Second exhibit- The Room itself. As you can see from the picture, it's full of crap. From the guitar, Man Utd jersey to the collection of comics and toys. Thank god for there isn't any sensitive objects within this picture..
  

• Last, but definitely not least..the Pool. Eventhough it's not connected to the room at all, but this is a bonus to RaJa's lepak buddies when they crash at his place. Some say, they have seen ladies entering this watery cooling place..a record of over 200+ cannonballs have been done here, from a big fat guy (Syahrul) to the smallest buddy (E'G).
  

That's it for now...tune in next time for another peek into the world of RaJa. That's everyone..thank you for reading.

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This is another segment of the RaJa's Show. Thank you.
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Driving,Lambo.

At 1.30am, me and my dad went to Mahbub in Lucky Garden for some late coffee and roti canai..

I was thrilled the whole time..why?
Finally, he let me drive to the place and back..along the way i purposely stopped at a few gas stations and KK mart. lol.

On the way back, i drove to KK mart for some topup. Then saw some chick was driving in my car...and she purposely park'd it infront of me. (i was like wtf?!)


Yes, that is MY Lamborghini. Lol.

Well, it will be mine sooner or later in life...might not be now. But like i said it's mine. Just not now...

Fine, fine..laugh all you want. Diss me all you want. But when i do get one, don't come asking me for a ride or something..then i'll laugh at you.

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SaveThisPlanet.

It's been a tiring, boring day for me...

No buddies, Lepaq was empty, hanged out with my sweetheart at Starbucks along with Hariz and his gf.

My sweetheart bought me a rockstar band that looks something like Navin's.. :)
I think she saw me browsing around the store in MV last week, and i tried on that band. So, eventually she bought it for me.

Then later on today, went out to Hartamas with my dad to have dinner..smoky-smoky some shisha, then hit back to Bangsar after looking how abandoned Lepaq was.

Read Shannon's blog..and yeah, it's the Earth Hour on the 28th. So, do your planet a favor and SHUT those lights and electrical stuffs! Ok?


So, a MILLION-GAZILLION thanks to my syg for buying the rockstar band for me..and to everyone else- SHUT THOSE LIGHTBULBS or leave this planet and live on Mars! Cause this is your choice to save this planet. (Damn..that sounded like something from the HEROES series..lol)

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LepakBuddyAbsence.

Miss my buddies... without them, it's hard to lepak the 'Lepaq' way. (i know that doesn't make any sense..to some of you readers)

Navin called me on friday, just a few minutes before the friday prayers started.
I asked him how was it there, how are ladies looked like and stuff..Currently, their just sitting their asses down waiting to get the shirts and pants. According to Navin, the food is not that bad. It's eat-able. About the girls? Read his blog la.

Mike text'd me on saturday, while i was stoning to some shisha and feeling bored as ever.
He asked me how's things over here? Apparently, he's having a blast there.. he says his dorm-mates reminded him of the guys at Bangsar. The girls looked ok there..but nothing much to shout about. He misses the shisha and the lepak gang.

*sigh*

Well, looks like i have to find a new lepak crew to replace the empty slot while Navin and Mike are still in NS.
SMKSH people aren't that fun with to lepak all the time, they're more interested in musical instruments and some of them are more egoistic than me.

Fuck ah....i need some replacement buddies. Or i'll turn insane by the time they come back from NS. Wanna lepak? Gimme a call. :)

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Anberlin.

Today i'm gonna check out SEGi College with my dad...
A little bit of Q&A, look at the 'scenery' available in SEGi; then go back to Bangsar.

Blah, blah, blah..da da da...then- *>>*

Spent the whole day of yesterday listening to Anberlin's songs. Their songs are ok, could relate to Taking Back Sunday...cause they kinda sound similar.


That's the new album from Anberlin- New Surrender. Listen to this song, "Feel Good Drag"..it's from the new album.

Well, everything else is usually being fucked up...nothing much i could say.

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NeverTakeFriendshipPersonal.

Firstly, i would like to say that- I'm feeling more pathetic than i should be. It's not like i actually care about who i socialize with, because 60% of them are just fucking useless anyways.

Yes, I'm letting out my anger on you. It's because i think you should be taken out by anger because your a fucking prick..

There's nothing more disgusting in this life than looking at someone who's keeps this shit together and betraying his friend by taking all the opportunities to himself. Ain't that your style of living?

Unlike you, i NEVER TAKE FRIENDSHIP PERSONAL..because i know you'll fucking backstab me. Your just a waste of breath.

Make me pay your bills, take my entertainment away by fucking lying straight to my face...what else do you want, asshole?!

I hope your friends find out just who you really are..then how well can you cover this shit up?!

And when you can't hold yourself together, so why should i hold you down? Your not even worth the effort.

For those of you who CAN'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND A SINGLE THING from this post, it's not meant for you. The post is for a certain person. IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH WHAT I WROTE.. WRITE YOUR OWN POST IN YOUR BLOG AND LEAVE ME ALONE. Before i shoot you down with your own fucking bullets made out of jealousy and self-denial.

IF ONLY THE PEOPLE KNOW WHO YOU ARE..

ReleasingAllTheEMOness.

Blogging is like a drug to let me escape the painful side of life..therefore, most of my posts will be either about hate, disappointment or just being random.

Today, i went out with Atiqah and Hariz. Followed them to the Tun Hussien Onn building, then to Dataran Merdeka and finally MV...

I actually was in a mood-swing. I'll smile and make a stupid joke and a second later i'll be EMO and won't talk to anyone.. so moving on, i actually found a rockstar band thingy that kinda looks like Navin's.

Wanted to buy a bigger one that looks just so freaking awesome; but in the end...i didn't buy anything. Why? Because i realised that i don't want to waste my last money on something that i don't really need..but i actually craved for it to be mine since the day Navin bought his band.

*Blur...can't remeber what happened next.*

Then walked back home and started downloading Anberlin and dig thier songs. Currently, i feel like empty-ish + boredom + sarcasms to one'self..

Yes, at this stage of emotion- I AM BEING RATHER PATHETIC..so, STFU and if this sounds like a suicide note; then idk what else i could say about those other posts that have been on my blog.

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I'mFeelingLikeShit.

It's been the days of imbaressment for me..

I've no munny, asked to be at this place...here and there, people look at me like shit, people have to pay for my bills.

I feel sorry for myself to let these things happen to me, i could have refused to attend such things..but with some of my buddies leaving to NS, how the fuck could i refuse?

Yesterday, Khalilul asked me to attend some dinner for Navin's departure to NS..so i did. It's not like i hate attending such things; it's just that I'm flat broke.

Today, felt like a stupid low-life motherfucker...because Navin asked me to accompany him for some errands before his departure. Then, at one point...he had to PAY for my lunch. I felt like dumping my face into a toilet-bowl..

It's not like i hate people paying things for me; but if it's been constantly done- I feel like i have no dignity as a dude. I feel like a low-life bastard.

TO ANYONE WHO FEELS OFFENDED BY THIS POST, I APOLOGISE. BUT THIS IS HOW I FEEL..IT'S THE TRUTH.

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Tagged! (Again)

1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture right now.
2. Don't change your clothes, just take a picture.
3. Post the picture with edits.
4. Post the picture with these instructions.

1. What's your ambition?
- Graphic Designer.

2. What do you like the most about the person who tagged you?
- Well, she's fun to talk to..unless, u talk about NYC to Farhana S.

3. Are you looking for a boyfriend/girlfriend?
- Have one, don't plan on looking for another. :)

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
-No. I need some RedBull, and then YES.

5. How many babies you want?
Destroy Assignments?
- Ofcourse..but i'm not in college officially.

6. What would you name your kids in the future?
- Boy: Raja Iskandar Murshiddul'Adzam Shah.
- Girl: Raja Yasmin....err...something, something?

7. What is your goal for this year (2009)?
- Get into college, get new friends, get a car, get a steady financial condition.

8. Do you think you are clever?
- No where close...but i'm still trying to be smart.

9. What are you favorite colours?
- Red, Black, and White.

10. Do you ever wonder where you would end up after you die?
- Based on many religious beliefs:
- Muslim: To be in my grave, waiting for the 'promised' day.
- Buddhist: To be reincarnated as the son of a super rich fabulous business-man.
- Hollywood: To be wax'd and used in Star Wars's new movie..? LOL.

11. What are you bad habits?
- Burping, Farting and digging my nose in public.

12. If you can do anything now. What would it be?
- I wanna FLY!

13. State a random fact about yourself?
- I have a big butt.

14. What does flying mean to you?
- Watching some awesome scenery, hot babes, getting sick and vomit.

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
- A GODDAMN MOTHERFUCKING VACATION.

16. What do you mean if you were to fall in love?
- I rock. heh.

17. Are you currently single?
- No. I told u before, i'm taken.

18. How many ex boyfriend/girlfriend you had before?
- 4, The fantastic number.

19. Do you believe in fate?
- Maybe, if i'll be somehow the world's last hope or the coolest man alive..lol.

20. What's your biggest fear?
- Responsibility..

Instructions :

-Remove one question from above and add in your personal question.
-Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people.
-Notify them in their chatbox that they've been tagged.
-List them out at the end of the post.

People I tag :

YOU!
Myself.
Farhana S.
Abby H.
Azeera

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OldStories,ReunionOfFriends.

It's been ages since i've seen my former partner-in-crime...Rajendra. Me, Mike and Rajen used got into alot of trouble when we were in form2.

He was the actual reason why i came to SMKBB. If it wasn't for him, i've could have stayed at SMKSH till i turn 17..


This guy has dozens of nicknames, among those famous names...here are a few that i could still remember- Monkey, Babi Hitam, Bangang and so many more that even i couldn't remember..

The story of how he made me go to SMKBB was like this; He has a huge crush on a girl named Raisa Mia...which was my girlfriend at the time. So, he gave her roses, teddy-bears and etc.

Raisa was pissed and felt annoyed by he's actions towards her...so she keep on telling me to move to her school. (Since i loved her then, so i did) Told my dad that i wanted to move and my dad agreed over a couple of terms and condition.

Moved there..and on my first day, i felt like a rock star. Everyone from my primary school was there and it rocked. My ex-girlfriend was happy to see me there oso..then i met Norman, Amos and Rajendra.

Became good friends...and then Raisa told me about the guy that have been disturbing her, and his name was Rajen. So then, i asked Rajendra about another guy named Rajen. Well, there's no other guy named Rajen in the form1 besides himself. So i was like wtf?! it was you?!

After all the lepak sessions and stupid stuffs, didn't have the heart to whack him or whatever...in the end, me and Raisa broke up. The End.

So, that was the story of how i became a Bukit Bandarayan.

*phone call*

Owh shit...i gtg. Mike and Rajen wants to have a SHISHA SESSION. haha...
VIVA LA SHISHA!!

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Adios,Amigos.

Like it says on Navin's blog.. most of my good friends are going to be away for awhile since they all are in NS camps.

IT'S SAD...to think that i don't have my besties to lepak with, to tell problems to and to go see eye-candies around KL. *violin strings background*

Actually, there's only 2 besties of mine who will be away for 90days...they're Navin and Mike. These are my only 2 friends whom i had more arguements than a wrestling show...and still, they are my very best friends.

Mike. He's like always has some problem and tension all the time..when he's all tension'd, the victim of banging could be anyone. (but mostly Navin la.) He'll burn you till you can't even say a word without being burned/banged. Thanks for lending me your PSP!

NavinK. He's my partner in crime when it comes to the most stupidest or the coolest things when we're bored.. i salute and thank thou for driving me around and belanja-ing me most of the time. Defeats me in most video games except Winning Eleven.. lol.

So, take care dude..smile while you're bald. haha..

I'll smoke the shisha at lepaq on your behalf...and don't forget to get some numbers at camp. :)
Yes, it does sound as if you guys are going to war or something...awwh, so Pearl Harbor-ish. But, it's ok....i'll watch over the hot chicks in Bangsar for you guys. Cause that's all i could do, watch..(btw, to my girlfriend: syg, this is not being cu~rang)

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AwayFromHome. (pt.II)

So then, got back to Bangsar by 4.30..Navin dropped me by the cherry tree.
Feeling exhausted as hell...then my phone rang. My girlfriend wants to see me before she goes to MV with her mum.

*fast forward>>*

Then lepaked at Starbucks's balcony in BVII..joined by Navin. Called Mark to find out about his party thingy..found out it started at 3. So i thought fuck that la...too tired to attend some party, it's not like me and Mark are close oso.

Got back home, sleep..and then went out to Abg Man's. Smoky-smoky some shisha, then walked back home. Followed by- Makan, mandi, tido, bangun, blog then tido again..

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AwayFromHome.

Navin asked me a favor yesterday, which was to company him baby-sitting his cousin's place..which was at Damansara Jaya.

The area wasn't like anything in Bangsar...after 8.30, it seemed as if the whole town went to bed. And there weren't even one hot chick in sight...what the hell?!

The house was big, it had an lcd tv, Wii, surround sound, a hyper-active-crazy-humping dog and a mac desktop.

Ofcourse, i went to 'test' the Wii first...and i gotta say, it's not as stupid as i imagined when it comes to gameplay with Wii. Played some tennis game, golf, baseball and bowling.

Then watched the EPL game yesterday also...Manchester United got kicked around yesterday as if they were Leeds United or something. Then i received dozens of phone calls regarding Liverpool's win...became the object of laughter for a day. *sigh*

Well, that's all for now. I'm bored as hell...think i wanna go to Abg Man's later for some shisha session. Can't wait to get back to Bangsar..haha. VIVA LA SHISHA!!

BoredomStrikesAgain.

Navin's cbox imposter has leaked to my cbox...using NavinK as a disguise.

WOW...there's a guy who is more lifeless than me. *crowd applause*

Well, whoever you are...i hope your not apart of the Fruity Society. What is it?
Fruity Society is a combination of three science-streamed classes..cekapians, dedikasians, majurians which sounds kinda like durians.

What i meant was: If you are from the Fruity Society, that means they'll be more things to burn you by.

NavinK, have fun by cboxing stupid comments...no, i'm not being sarcastic. well...i might be a little bit. no, make that a little more...well, yeah....i think...I AM BEING SARCASTIC.

IM BORED...DONT BLAME ME. IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH WHAT I WROTE.. WRITE YOUR OWN POST IN YOUR BLOG AND LEAVE ME ALONE.

I'mNotDeadAfterTheResults.

Wow. I'm still breathing after SPM Result's day? Now..that is a miracle. Why?

After all the crazy-things that i did before SPM; mainly by not doing anything which has something to do with studying. And i could say that "I'M THE LUCKIEST BASTARD!" because i didn't fail any paper. *crowd applause

But ofcourse, my parents had a different perspective to the topic:

• My mum thought that- I could score atleast 3a's after how she nagged me when my SPM trial results made her pissed off beyond any words that could desribe the anger that was over-flowing. But then, since i didn't fail any paper...she said ok. (that doesn't mean im saved from all the torture)

• My dad thought that- He saw it coming. I'm lazy, hyper-active for the wrong purposes and wouldn't like to do anything much for my academic things. He said " atleast, you didn't fail any paper. Good enough. And that A1 is a bonus." And ofcourse, i could forget my chances to get a car from my dad after how the results were.

But the thing that made me feel ok was most of my friends have the similar result to mine..they had one A. So, that made me feel better...i'm not left out.

I bet, my results are going to be an object of laughter within my family...i'm gonna be shot-down with comments about my results from one relative to another. *sigh*

WHATEVER IT IS; I'M HAPPY THAT I DIDNT FAIL ANYTHING. EVENTHOUGH I MIGHT NOT BE AS SMART AS SOME PEOPLE...ATLEAST I'M HAPPY. OWH YEAH, TO THE PEOPLE WHO CRIED OR WANT TO SUICIDE FROM NOT GETTING AN STRAIGHT A ON THEIR SPM: I WANNA SAY, ALL OF YOU GUYS ARE BEING A FUCKER. NOT GETTING STRAIGHT A'S DOESN'T MEAN IT'S ALL OVER...SHUT UP AND TRY YOUR BEST FOR COLLEGE OR UNIVERSITY.


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JudgementDayHasCome.

ITS HERE...ITS HERE! RESULTS DAY HAS COME TO ANNIHILATE THE EX-FORM5S!! OMfG! ARGH!! (*the screaming sounds like something from some Alien movie)

Yes, Ladies and Gents...the day has come. We're only 24hours before either being dumped into the evil world of rejections, or being into scholarship paradise..

Whatever it is- The thing i've learned about any results day, whether it's UPSR, PMR or SPM...the smart students will come early. Like the cekapians, dedikasians, majurians, durians..

So, the best escape for a not-so-smart student like me is to attend it somewhen before lunch. I seriously wanna avoid the "How many A's did u get?"question from my batch and because later i have to deal with it when my parents starts nagging, allowence-shortening, phone-rampasing..the whole torment.

Besides, i've heard that that day school will be in session. Now, that will just be like adding salt into a flesh wound..Why? Well, the juniors will go asking the same question all over again and again. sheesh...

TO EVERY EX-FORM5 WHO ARE TAKING THEIR RESULTS ON THURSDAY, I WISH YOU THE BEST OF LUCK...YOUR GONNA NEED IT TO AVOID THE PAPARAZZI. lol.

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HateThisFuckingSituation.

Today, my girlfriend was feeling like shit..her mum suddenly wanted to cut her hair and took her to MidValley.

So, then my girlfriend called me.. she was feeling even worse. Then i stopped a cab and went to MV to make her feel better.

Got there, made her feel better and found out her mum left her without a phone and money at the mall. I was like wth?!

So, went to eat and then my dad called and i wanted to send her home rather from leaving her in a mall without any money and phone. If she gets kidnapped then how?

On the way to the car; bumped into her mum. Her mum was furious to see me and her daughter together and pulled her away. I continued straight to the car cause my dad couldn't wait any longer with the stupid traffic at MV.

I felt so disappointed with her mum, for leaving her alone in a mall without any money and a phone to communicate. But there was nothing i could do since it's her daughter and i'm only a boyfriend..not someone important. Currently, i feel like shit and pissed.

I hate this whole situation. I couldn't help to think that i'll be banned from seeing her daughter after that situation..

Damn, i'm too frustrated to even be pissed nor talk to anyone. I fucking hate this shit...Why the fuck would her mum leave her like that in MV?! Without a fucking phone, money...what if something bad happens to her? then what?! ARGH!!

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SportsDayDisappointment.

Yesterday was the Sport's Day for my former school..

And yes, i didn't go there. Because i took some advice from my friend; not to come. Was pissed when i heard that Norman, Faiz and Azrul was there and i was left abandoned.

A day before the event; i followed Navin to school and saw the pre-show..i must say i'm most disappointed with how things turn'd up this year. What i meant was-

Like the old legendary seniors of SMKBB (batch of '98 - '04) were awesome. They are the reason why i liked that school.

When these seniors did their things for each of their houses, it was a privilege to watch them.. and the Commanders were the best from the bunch, they voices could be heard from a kilometre away. And their passion for the houses was dynamic. I was left speechless when i saw them as a little kid from kindergarden.

Their formations were solid; each member of the house sacrifice every ounce of their strengh to make it perfect. The voices of these people was like music to the audience's ears. The way it was done on sport's day was legendary. Each performance from each houses could make tears flow down from your eyes when it was just flawless, simply perfect.

But this year; i must say i'm very disappointed with how things turn'd up.
I couldn't say it was the student's fault nor was the principal.. the students had to follow whatever the principal commands to be done on the sports day, and on the principal's case- I think she never experienced something legendary from the former seniors of SMKBB; that's why she never bothered to give us back our tradition.

I've heard that she have 'removed' most of our traditions from the school; no more canteen day, idol, 15min formation time and etc. She completely demolished everything from what i've heard of the students...either she wants to make her own or she rather not have any tradition at all, based on that i've seen.

And not just that; i'm very dissapointed with some of the themes of the houses this year. It has gotten more childish compared to something that i've expected from the houses. Let me explain-

• Temenggung : They've used some theme childish theme, . No doubt, it's cute for the younger generations of SMKBBians..but with the current discipline of the form1s, it wasn't anything to be shout-about. Nothing spectacular, seemed like too casual.

• Syahbandar : They're using 'ferrari' as theme for this year. I'm not sure what that has to do with their formation, which looks like they are the ones who should use 'Wonderpets' for their theme. Lack of spirit from the seniors, but admirable for effort.

• Laksamana : They're formation is based on space, astronaughts, etc. Not sure why they are using that theme...but it was more of a sing-a-long within their formation. Showed dedication by the juniors.

• Bendahara : The theme was medieval; something chosen year to year. The formations seemed as somehow it was picked from a movie but the formation was clean. A little imperfection, but not visible within the whole formation. Could use more practice.

Those are my thoughts and views about this year's sports day. Seen the pictures, saw the pre-show...got a clear view of the actual show without even being there. Disappointed with the former champions, Temenggung and Syahbandar. Because they could have done so much better.

HATE ME ALL YOU WANT, I'M JUST SAYING WHAT I FEEL LIKE ON MY BLOG. DONT LIKE IT, DONT READ IT.
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ILoveMuiMui!

With all these depression and fucked up things happening; the only thing that makes me laugh and smile is-

The One and Only.....Mui Mui!!


A stupid, loud character in Loco Roco that kinda resembles me in high school..lol

No doubt; the most annoying but cutest thing that can cheer me up anytime. Except if used too much...then it just gets stuck in my head as the annoying thing which pisses me off even more. :)

LosingSomethingSpecial.

Ladies and Gents;

As one of the Lepaqians, i'm sorry to say but we are about to lose something special in our lives.

LEPAQ IS ABOUT TO BE CLOSED!

Lepaq is an awesome hangout joint in Hartamas. I found out about it last year, thanks to Dad, Navin and the gang.

It's a place where they let you perform as a band or an solo artist.. it's a place where you meet friends and make new ones. The burger is awesome and the waffle is out-of-this-world, and ofcourse the Shisha is the best!

But sadly, we might be losing this place because they are suffering from economical problems..so, i'm begging you guys and other Lepaqians; please help us save this special place! They need our support!

EMO.DoNotDisturb.

Fuck it! Every fucking thing is getting fuck'd up by the minute!!

It's become a fucking emo day for me. Why?

• Being broke..can't lepak.
• Stressed from not having a fucking holiday in a fucking decade !
• SPM results next week...the fucking expectations are too fucking high for me.
• Stupid fucking hair-cut. Hate every fucking thing about it.
• Being seniors and not parents...well, you can't fucking go the school's sports day! Why? Well, ask the all-new principal. She changes every fucking thing.
• Getting fucking Morons as friends..except for certain people.
• Can't fucking decide on which fucking college to fucking go to! Argh!!

Those are fucking reasons why this is gonna be an emo day for me...and well, for you haters. All you have to do is just fucking read this fucking post. Then shut the fuck up. Or don't read at all. Or all of you fucking haters can go to hell.

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NoVacationOverADecade.

Gawd. Never thought things would turn out to be this way-

Never expected the life after high school would be this boring. Wished that there's something cool to do.. *sigh*

It's been like a decade since the last time i went somewhere for a holiday. My parents are constantly busy with work in KL...no time for some time by the beach or somewhere that has four seasons instead of the boring weather in Malaysia.

Annoyed them like a thousand times already, begging for a vacation after 10years of Bangsar, Ipoh, MidValley and Hartamas..it's like a rotation of boring things awaits to be used over and over again.

I envy people who are like going to the States, Italy, Japan..around the world. Argh! Why aren't there anything exciting happening around me?

It's always Futsal, Abg Man, Starbucks and Pasar Malam...over and over again.

I NEED SOMETHING FUN TO HAPPEN IN MY LIFE WHICH MAKES ME FORGET ABOUT BLOGGING EVERYDAY..AND LEAVE THE COMP ALONE.

GameFreak!

Cheers to Mike,

Thanks for lending me your PSP. It's awesome. It helps me burn time while waiting for someone or when i am just too damn bored..

Navin played the Loco Roco game; which is damn stupid and funny. It's like a children game with some kids shouting as the audio, and a fun character named: Mui Mui. That character has made it's effect on our lepak gang..well, some of us. Sometimes it's really boring- me or Navin will start calling something " Mui Mui". lol. Quite random, i know.

Then there's the Monster Hunter game; which is played when there others who are 'layan-ing' it..or else it's just too boring (unless the cheats are used). The cheats makes it easier to play..duh. :)

Lastly, the Final Fantasy: Dissidia game. Eventhough it's in japanese..could actually understand a couple of things based on experience with 'FF' games. It's nice to play with if you're interested in FF la..or else it's completely boring. Quote from Meor: "All hail, Sephiroth!"

Damn...playing all these RPG games has turned me into a otaku*. But i couldn't help it because it rocks! And i couldn't afford to buy a PSP, so lending it from Mike is just nice..for me. When there's nothing to do, i'll play some game on the console. woohoo!

*otaku = game nerd

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InnerDarkness.

I'm sure everyone has a Darkside that wants just break free, right?
That certain feeling when your pissed, emo or something worse- A feeling that you know that there's a animal in you waiting to be unleashed.

Some people call it a split-personality syndrome..another version of your emotion split by conscience. But sometimes; the line that differentiates good and bad becomes blurred- Then that something will eventually come out and take charge.

Depending on the person; sometimes it's not a splitzo, it might be a feeling of Hate, Regret, Envy or Sorrow that ignites the Wrath within you. I've had a couple of those experiences. All i could say is- It'll turn you into something that you've never seen before; It'll hurt everything and anyone when it crosses it's path of destruction.

In this world; there's two type of a person when he's in a bad mood-

• He blows up. This person won't hold anything back, if he's pissed...he'll show it to the world in an instant.
• He sucks it in, and smiles. This person is the worse. He keeps his anger inside and someday that emotion will blow up and it'll hurt everyone.

Whatever it is..this side of a person is the worst. It's the animal that will eventually consume it's host if he/she doesn't let their depressions go..so, be careful. It might be you.


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Boredom.

Hey guys, it's been really lifeless all these while after SPM.. didn't see this outcome at all. Kinda miss skewl. Miss all the stupid chaos, miss bullying the juniors, miss skipping class...*sigh*

Damn..those days were nice. I really wish i could re-do my last year of being a senior at BB..wish that i could turn back the time..i could have so much things. Change so many outcomes in my life.

Now, i stopped drawing already..havn't draw anything since '08. My drawing talent is also dying with me..but i still remember one thing i really like to draw but suck at it: Air Gear.

Here's a example of one of their shoes..doesn't it look spiky? lol

Fang Regalia - Air Gear manga.