Today'sStory.

Today, was very plain to me..Why?
My gf woke me up at 9 and then i went to her place, lepak there..and somehow i started to feel like im having fever-ish. And i gave the fever to her oso..lol. Sorry, syg. :)

Then, i called Navin and Mike..went out to lunch. Wanted to have kaifan (chicken rice); but the shop closed edi by the time we got there..*sigh*

Mike had to go work, me and Navin walked around and then lepaked at Mcd's. Then Navin went to his basketball thingy...so i was bored and alone. Wanted to go back home but too lazy to walk all the way..

Then, lepak at Abg Man as usual..called my dad oso. Bumped into Mark while at Abg Man's. Lepak and lepak till it was 7.30, then Mark had to go...so my dad came to A.M. And it adds to another round of shisha-ing.

Got back home, wrote this on my blog and feeling more bored than just now. pfft...damn, life after SPM isn't what i expected it to be.

VideosFromTheArchive/NRA.

Lepak'd at Starbucks the whole day..but it was worth it. I spend time with my gf, Hariz and his gf..

Navin dropped by earlier. Pity the guy cause couldda see the awkward-ness from his face..sorry bro. lol.

Check'd the blog and Hinter commented on the cbox that i was overdoing it on my blog. How?

He said FarhanaS and C.S. were being sarcastic and i took it seriously about the RajaShow post..and if they did, it's ok. Posting up things from the NRA archive is fun for me..cause i get to see the things that happened while i was still in school. Like i said; no harm by posting some videos on my blog..some people who wants to see it will like it, other who dont can just dont read my blog. simple.

It's nice to let other people to see what the NRA was all about last year, and what we did with all the time in the world eventhough we had SPM to deal with.

Seriously, i miss the times of the NRA and our adventures with sport's day, prefect things and stupid things which always happen when we're bored. lol.

SO, LOVE IT OR HATE IT..IT'S STILL MY BLOG. YOU HAVE ALL THE CHOICES IN THE WORLD TO READ OR TO LEAVE IT. WHATEVER IT IS..LIKE THE TITLE SAYS ON MY BLOG: RAJA'S BLOG OF BLAH BLAH BLAH. MY BLAH BLAH BLAH.

TheSomethingSomethingWithNavinShow.

Guys, here's another video from the NRA Archives.. this is one of my favorites.

THE SOMETHING SOMETHING WITH NAVIN SHOW

Its the show where Navin asks his guests about their lives and everything else. The guest for tonight is: T-Navin. (yes, he sounds like the rapper; T-Pain)

So, check it out and have fun.. aite?



Host: Navin K.

Guest: T-Navin..but looks like Hariish.

Cameraman: Yours truly, RaJa

CockballChampionInterview.

Hey guys, as promised. I'll post some of the items from the archive of the NRA Production.. And here's one of them-

THE COCKBALL TOURNAMENT INTERVIEW

We are interviewing the new champion of the Cockball tournament (indoor) at Bangsar Village. His name is Hariish something something. Let's continue by watching the interview.

RaJa: So, Mr.Hariish *****...how do you feel now after winning your first ever championship and beating the third-time world champion; Raja Ahmad Shah.

Hariish: *Bites the mic*...*got smacked*...Good. It feels good.

RaJa: How was the game, what was your preparations and everything?

Hariish: *Picks up something*...this is the Cockball. The thing we use..*mumbles*...the thing is not to drop the thing. And it's a good shape. All it need was a little bit of massaging, pressing and then there's no preparations..nothing needed.

RaJa: So what do you feel and what do you have to say to the champion who have lost to you, after winning.....after he won against you for three times in-a-row in the world championships indoor?

Hariish: *Thinks*....i love him. *Carries the trophy*

RaJa: Sorry sir, we can't see your trophy.

Hariish: I love him.

RaJa: So, what would like to say to your parents, friends, anything after winning the trophy?

Hariish: They have nothing to do with my success, i did all by myself.

RaJa: Thank you very much.

End.

I'dThankYou.

It's shocking..it's just unimaginable that someone would actually have wasted three minutes of their lives and still could like TheRaJaShow?

Well, to C.S. and FarhanaS..i thank thou's interest on my show.

Believe or not, the video of this show was already made in '08- A series actually, from N.R.Association's Production..

To prove my point- Stay tuned for it's retro videos from the '08s, the ones which have been made when SPM was still ticking in our heads as students..this post is going to be continued.

DON'T WORRY, I'LL SHOW YOU SOME OLD VIDEOS OF THE TIMES OF NRA..WHERE SCHOOL WAS STILL IN SESSION.

WasteOfTime.

WELCOME TO "THE RAJA'S SHOW"!!

Here with us today is Mr.Boredom, he is an entrepreneur and as voted by the Bored Mag- He could be the future of us all.

RaJa: So, Mr.Boredom..welcome to the show. Please, tell us about yourself.

Mr.Bored: What kind of a talk show is this? Where's the camera?!

RaJa: Don't mind that..we're still new in this business. Now, tell us..what do you do for a living?

Mr.Bored: Why are we sitting by the side of the road in Ipoh? Where's the studio?

RaJa: We are currently looking for a studio which doesn't cost us more than 10bucks.

Mr.Bored: That ain't a studio, boy. That's a store-room.

RaJa: Fantastic. We shall call Raj, Navin and Sameer about that. Now, back to you.

Mr.Bored: Well, if you must know..i'm a succesful person. I do absolutely nothing and people will interview me and put me into their magazines. *confident look*

*CROWD GOES BOO!*

RaJa: You name says everything; this is BORING. Now, what do u think about the current situation at Pera...err..i mean Pantai Dalam?

Mr.Bored: Pantai Dalam? Havn't been there. Heard it's lively over there.

RaJa: Yes, it is. If you like street shows; ofcourse.

Mr.Bored: Street shows?

RaJa: Yes. Now, to bring us the live coverage from Pantai Dalam..here's Syuieb!

Syuieb: Helo..helo..*tests the mic* I eh here et Panteh Dale. *Kelate accent*

RaJa: How is it over there, Syuieb?

Syuieb: It es vehry haut here..there is noh fan. But the show is going well.

RaJa: Fantastic. Now, who are performing in the show today?

Syuieb: Auh..there arh alot of performance. Mostly by thau tin-ajers (teenagers).

RaJa: Brilliant. Now, with the weather report from Navin. Navin?

Syuieb: Aloh, ak dok abih lagi..mu doh tukor ogre. Cilako nyo Rajo.

Mr.Bored: I believe i should say something..

RaJa: Owh..there is no respond from our weather-man, Navin. We'll be back next week with more interesting stuff for you!

*silence...then CROWD APPLAUSES*

That's all for now. Tune in for the video version...coming soon in 2020. Thanks for wasting 3mins of your life. Bye.

IDontHaveALife.

It's been the same thing all week- On a rotation like this:
Wake up..Watch tv..Breakfast..Shower..Pick up gf..Lunch..(unknown time break)..Abg Man..Dinner..Home..Blog..Sleep.

That's is everyday. Why is it everyday?
Because seriously- I don't have a life...right now.

And yeah..i've gotten fatter by doing absolutely NOTHING. Seriously. *sigh*

And i don't know why is this post so colourful all of a sudden?! Dude...i'm am so bored, it's beyond words. Need..something interesting.

Yes, i need help. lol. Something fun to do once a week would sound nice...which doesn't cost me more than 10bucks.

YEAH, THAT'S IT PEOPLE. NOTHING TO SEE HERE..MOVE ALONG, MOVE ALONG. *traffic cop's voice* DUDE; IM BORED! HELP! BOREDOM STRIKES AGAIN!! SERIOUSLY. HELP.

StupidAwards/BoredomStrikesAgain.

It's time to let things cool down and relax after all the partying on the cbox..

So, without Ashraf...i think the others won't be chatting on my blog much. Besides the YouAreGAY! guy la..he definitely has no life. lol.

And now, without this chaos on my blog: i don't have much to look forward to my blog..cause the all the fighting was really entertaining. Now, it's back to outings and times with my girlfriend..which is ok.

With all this boredom struck on my mind, if made some random awards to the cbox people that made things nice on my blog:

The most annoying thing on the cbox

• Winner: YouAreGAY!
  
• Contenders: Fuglay
  

The ones that was just passing by-

• Contenders: LittleStar, Nathalia, Shannon, Q, Anonymous, Debbie
  

The most random thing that could ever being said by someone-

• Winner: NavinK
  
• Contenders: me, AshrafPOYO
  

The victims of the party-

• Winner: AshrafAmir
  
• Contender: FarhanaS
  

The not included in the party-

• Winner: Mira~
  
• Contenders: Fil, idiot, Abby, eiqa
  

The who?

• Winner: Kh4lilul
  
• Contenders: Moron, duhhh, Momoe
  

Yes, that is what i could do when i'm so bored..so bored until there's no ending of boredom-ness except if i went to sleep. Thanks. :)

DONT ASK ME WHY I'M BORED, DON'T ASK ME WHY I WROTE THIS...JUST READ. BE A MALAYSIAN, THEY DONT LIKE ASKING QUESTIONS (not that much).

Hah!YourTagged.

100 truths, tag 10 people to do the same. Don't forget to tag!


Last beverage → Water, Sirap Lychee.
Last phone call → Dad.
Last text message → My girlfriend.
Last song you listened to → One Step Closer - Linkin Park.
Last time you cried→ My favorite uncle's funeral.

HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice → Yes.
Been cheated on → Yes.
Kissed someone & regretted it → Yes.
Lost someone special→ My uncle.

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love → Nah, it's still ok.
Laughed until you cried → Yeah.
Met someone who changed your life → Kinda.
Found out someone was talking about you → Some idiot who either hates me or like me.

How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? → All.
Do you have any pets → Tortoise; Totti/Cat; Busyuk.
Do you want to change your name → No. Like it cause it's different.
What time did you wake up today → 9.45am
What were you doing at midnight last night → Cbox party.
Name something you cannot wait for → My birthday.
The last time you saw your father→ 60 seconds ago.
What's one thing you wish you could change→ The size of my ass.
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Yes, he was in my class last year.
What's getting on your nerves right now → Being broke.
What's your name → Y.M. Raja Ahmad Murshiddul'Adzam Shah bin Raja Shah.
Elementary/Primary School→ S.K. Bukit Bandaraya.
Middle/Secondary School → S.M.K Bukit Bandaraya/S.M.K Seri Hartamas.
High School → S.M.K Bukit Bandaraya.
Hair color → Black
Long or short → Middle
Are you a health freak → I dont care.
Righty or lefty → Lefty

FIRSTS :
First surgery → When i was 6 due to a car accident.
First piercing → Never.
First best friend → Standard 1.
First sport you joined → Football
First pet → Cat; Bobo.
First vacation → As far as i could remember: 8 yrs old, Langkawi.

CURRENTLY :
Eating → Nothing.
Drinking → Water
Waiting → To finish this stupid thing.

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? → Yes.
Want to get married?→ Yes. By 30+
Careers in mind? → Businessman, Graphic Artist, Game designer.

HAVE YOU EVER :
Kissed a stranger → No.
Drank Wine/Beer/alcohol → All.
Lost glasses/contacts → No
Ran away from home → Once, when i was 12.
Broken someone's heart → Yeah, twice i think.
Been arrested → No.
Cried when someone died → Kinda.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → Duh, Captain Obvious..
Miracles → Maybe.
Love at first sight → No.
Heaven → Yes.
Kiss on the first date→ If it goes well...
Angels → Maybe.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yes, my girlfriend.
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → Yes. When i was 12..
Do you believe in God? → Yeah.

ATIQAH A.
FILZA
NAVIN
FARHANA S.
KHALILUL
SHANNON
NATHALIA
TUNKU AMIRA
JEROME
ABBY

I'M BORED AND GOT TAGGED BY NAVIN AT 2.22AM...SO, SHUT UP AND READ IT.

SynopsisOfTheCurrentFeud.

Now, I'm not taking any sides on this cbox war..

Ashraf has point and so does YouAreGAY! ; about thier feud-

• About this YouAreGAY! guy; he's a troublemaker.. he creates problems to himself and god-knows-why he loves my girlfriend. Now, since he has another problem with Ashraf..i think it's cause both of them pisses each other off by all means.
• When it comes to Ashraf; what he's trying to say/do is never like what he says..for example, he wants YouAreGAY! to fuck off. But instead of hammering this guy out or retreat from his stupid comments, Ashraf went straight for it by telling the world about his ambition. To me that has nothing to do with this topic....what does your ambition has to do with anything? What? *confused*

And from that leaves YouAreGAY! more points to bang/burn him.. so, that leads to another battle on Ashraf's blog. Which now is leaked on my cbox... and Ashraf didn't want the situation to get worse; so he changed his blog add.

Now, this YouAreGAY! guy is pissed with him..and calling him "more childish than he could possibly be". So far...that's where this feud has got to: No where...Go figure. lol

WHATEVER IT IS; IF ANYONE WANTS TO JOIN THE CBOX PARTY, GO AHEAD. BECAUSE IT MAKES MY DAY MORE INTERESTING BY READING YOUR ANGRY POSTS.. THANKS.

Blog-CboxParty!

Wow..i gotta admit; this cbox party is kinda happening. Why? Well, it makes my blog has some 'flavor'...more people to interact to.

My thanks to:

• NavinK
• me
• Hinter
• AshrafPOYO
• FarhanaS
• lala
• eiqa
• AshrafAmir
  

for making my blog a place to create some havoc..haha. Thanks guys, i salute all of ya!
Owh yeah; thanks to YouAreGAY too... for making more enemies on my blog. Thanks.

Cheers, guys! Thanks. Now, let's get back to the party..

SPM.TheDilemma.

It's about the March soon.. where SPM results will either blow u up or make u blow someone else up. Damn..

I'm worried like hell la..cuz time SPM, most of what i read didn't come out on the papers. So, i think the results wont be as good as my intervensi..

Intervensi- I had an A1, two A2's, four B4's, three C5's and one G9.
What was the G9 for? Well...that's for me to know, for u to forget. But still..i was kinda confident while doing that exam. But still la...only three A's.

So, feeling not so confident on my SPM makes me worry about it's results..sial la! Time exam bleh nak berak lak...babi tul. *sigh* Nie sumer pasal nasi lemak sial kat canteen tu la! Time nak exam bleh plak nak sakit perut....argh!

ReadUp,RelationshipHaters.

Ok ok...now, its time to make my point clear to you jealous bastards.

To FUGLAY and YouAreGAY;
Its too bad that you have a crush on Atiqah, but she's my girlfriend. Therefore, she's mine. And from arguing on my cbox and wasting time by saying "i'll make her dump you" or some shit like that...it's better if you start looking at the reality. She's taken.

Before i was with her, why didn't u guys make your move?
I'll tell you why-

Because you aren't really into Atiqah.. your just into her because she's happy with me and i'm happy being with her. So live with it.

Secondly, i apologize to other bloggers if you guys malas wanna cbox in my blog due to these lowlife bastards wasting my precious cbox space for you guys..lol.

SO, PLEASE UNDERSTAND..SHE'S JUST NOT INTO YOU AND SHE'S ALREADY MINE. NOW, WHY WON'T YOU HATERS GO FIND SOME OTHER RELATIONSHIP TO BUTT-IN? DON'T HATE ME, HATE YOURSELF FOR BEING SLOW- I GOT TO HER FIRST. TOO BAD.

ToThatCoward.

To whoever it is on my cbox..

It's fucking obvious u like my girlfriend. It's fucking obvious that you're a coward..using an alias and telling me to break with my girlfriend?

If i find out who the fuck you are....i will make sure that i'll break your face.

And to anyone else who has a fucking problem with my relationship; just shut up and live with it. Got a problem with this post? Well boo-hoo, too bad. Its my blog. Its my fucking business.

TotalBoredom.

So, today.. is gonna be a very boring day.

I'm just gonna go to school, pick up my girlfriend and send her home..then go somewhere to lepak, then go to Abg Man's... then shisha shisha shisha...then go home and sleep.

*I've repeat this action sequence for the last 3weeks*

Then blog about something that i possibly could have thought about then wait for comments then watch tv..then do Myspace..then call my friends...then go out again.

THAT'S ALL FOR TODAY, FOLKS! YES, I'M REALLY LIFELESS AT THE MOMENT..SO, READ UP AND POST UP WHATEVER YOU WANT IN YOUR BLOG AFTER YOU READ MINE.

ThankYou,Haters.

Wow..thank you. I've finally realized what a hypocrite and egoistical person i really am.

I've been thinking and its 100% true what Navin said about me.

Navin said:

"Raja - You know, it would be just a bit nice if your good friend had some honestly. I mean hello does it hurt to call and say "dude, I'm hanging out with my girlfriend and I can't come. Sorry"

"He's egoistic and very hypocritical"

Hence the words of someone regarding Raja


It's not the first time he's done this. And well alot of us have realised that his attitude has changed. He's more egoistic. Don't know la what is his problem. Apparently he's upset with me also. Well people, you my attitude. If a friend ain't talking to me I just leave it."

Well, he is right..i am egoistic and very hypocritical. And not just that; i am a liar, backstabber, two-faced person and etc.

I totally understand about what most of you haters feel about me..and yes, i want to thank you. I would like to thank all of you people who hates my existence and would like for me to just disappear..

Actually, i would like the same thing to happen to me too..believe it or not. To everyone whom i have ruined their 'perfect days', i'm sorry.

To anyone whom i have made them hated their friends; i'm sorry.
To Navin; i'm sorry for having a demanding relationship..i'm sorry for being an egoistic bastard..i'm sorry for not apologizing in a proper way..i'm sorry for being a hypocrite..and i'm sorry for existing in your daily life.

To everyone who felt offended by reading my blog; i'm sorry..

Bottomline is:

I'M SORRY FOR EVEN BREATHING EVERYONE ELSE'S OXYGEN RIGHT NOW..I'M SORRY FOR EVEN BEING BORN INTO THIS WORLD; I DONT FIT ANYWHERE. I SHOULD JUST DIE LIKE A RAT ON A HIGHWAY. I'M SORRY. I HOPE YOU PEOPLE WOULD LAUGH WHILE READING THIS AND BE HAPPY WITH WHAT I WROTE, BECAUSE I WOULD.

ReadThis, Bro.

Mutual understanding between friends are very complicated nowdays..not suprising rite?

This 'thing' i have between Navin and me right now is not a new thing; it happened to Mike like dozens of time while we're still schooling. And yeah, we dun talk about a week or so...then we'll talk again.

Mike knows i am an asshole. He figured it out when we we're form3.. but he told me what to do with it, and overtime we became better friends. Eventhough i seem to be an asshole between friends, we still hold on to each other's backs when it comes to relationship issues..another 'asshole friend' issues. Things like that.

So, with the current case with Navin- All i could do is just sit and wait. I already apologized. So, what else is there to do? If he does mean what he said about me a few months earlier..which was i was a friend that had his back, then this could be a simple misunderstanding.

A few days ago, while i bumped into him at Devi's.. i went to him and apologized; but then he keep on saying "fuck off!" to me. So, what is there to say? The only thing i could say is..screw-ups are made because:

Because people make mistakes. I MAKE MISTAKES. So, at this situation; its really up to Navin to decide.
Thank you, i've said my piece.

NewPublicEnemy: Me.

What's there to say? I'm a Public Enemy.

For the year '09- It started with Zakwan, Ashraf then Navin.. isn't it just fabulous?

As if i need anymore shit like this.. i'm a human, and yes.. i try to learn from my fucking mistakes but yeah- There's not gonna be a perfect 10 of ranking for being a better person.
Eventually, most of my friends are gonna hate me also..

For those who doesn't care about other people's problem; You should remember that you're not the only one who lives on this planet. Eventhough you only care for yourself and those who you think is fit to be thought about... but there will be a time where you will question yourself for what you are.

For those who aren't in relationships; Think that your friend wants to spend time with his special one also and especially since its Valentine's. And i bet that you dont hang out with the same buddy all the time also right? They'll be times where you'd forget on one friend just to hang out with another friend.. Like how u'd feel more comfortable with someone who you think you can relate better than the other.

For those who cant stand me anymore; You dont like me for being me, then find others la.. Find someone who you see fit to be in your perfect little world.. because i sure as hell i dont fit anywhere. Am i wrong to be loved? Is it so hard for a guy like me to be somewhere which he wouldn't be condamned like a fucking bastard?

Think about what i said..if you find it stupid; forget about it. If you find it to be true; live with it.

IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH WHAT I WROTE.. WRITE YOUR OWN POST IN YOUR BLOG AND LEAVE ME ALONE.

ThisWeek'sRoundUp.

So, these are things which have happened this end of Jan to beginning of Feb..

Had more Shisha than usual, more free food, more eye-candy, more funny stupid things.. :)

Went to Lepaq the other day, and they had some event- A perfomance from 2bands named Coda and Funky Doryz. It was cool..i only like the song named Sudahlah something by Coda and Funky Doryz were a real cool funk band. They actually made the crowd sing along to them and they rocked the stage.


Then about 2days before Lepaq; i followed Navin to Sunburst Launch Party..which was held at Pavillion. I saw Estranged, One Buck Short and Bunkface.. it was awesome. But Navin got the picture with the Bunkface frontman instead of me..(well, Navin has a social ability).


We couldn't get in; it was either for guests or media. We're neither. So, we had to watch to thing from outside.. then keep on annoying the guards by asking them what time can we go in? So, in the end- They let the public know that they'll only let us in by 9.30pm and it was at the other entrance..so we had to walk. Then, after god-knows-how-long...they finally let us in..


This is a picture of a Alien Spaceship in Bangsar..i took it while i was lepaking at McDonald's. lol. Talk about boredom....so, go figure.

Well, that's all for now.. i'll keep you guys informed with more stupid and random things soon. Adios, Amigos. :)

RE:I'mNowAHater.

Thanks for reading my blog, you jackass!

Here are the reasons why i didnt confronted you:

• Ashraf says: i dont care wht u said to me but u r one hell good actor. *clap* nice job. dude at least confront me, tell me face to face. i'm an open minded so pls..

• you're open minded, so please? What the hell is that about? Everytime i wanted to talk to you, you'll end up running away or looking away like a faggot. Remembered the last time that i saw on an escalator at BV?! How you turn'd away like a big faggot..so there you go.
  

• Ashraf says: anytime you wanna talk sms me or watever, we'll have some talk like we usually did and i'll try to improve myself as one of the biggest mother ****er..show me that u are a real man..
  

• Call or text you and talk like last time? When was the last time i had a 'talk' with you instead of a "hye, bye." because you'll be acting like a bitch to me..so tolong la kawan; think before you talk, and yes, please improve on being a motherfucker..thank you. Owh yeah, show you that i'm a real man eh? How is that? By making you cry..again.
• Owh yeah, one more thing.. remember the prefect picnic that we had last year? Remember how you cried and be emo after all of the guys carried you because you ran like a bitch just because you couldn't stand the smell of the durian? Yeah, some man you are.
  

So, read up..Ashraf. This is why i couldn't talk to you; its because you're always acting like a bitch to everyone and then cry...then everyone will show their sympathy to you. Isn't that your style? Thank you.

Sunburst'09 Dilemma.

Here's a stupid dilemma! When i joined Navin's party to Sunburst Launch...it didnt occur to me that my dad actually knows the management, that me and Navin could have been into the Guest List or VIP table..pfft.

How'd i know about this?
I was lepaking at Abg Man a few days ago and i told my dad about the waiting in line to enter into the launch event, then found out that they already said who's coming before the area was opened to the public.. and that was a huge letdown.

So, my dad asked me who were the organisers or management people- It was some group by the name of pinapple.. and guess what? My dad actually has some contacts within/working with the entertainment group. *sigh* What a fucking bummer!! I could have taken some pictures with bands like Estranged, One Buck Short and others if i was at the VIP table.....cheh! *frust*

So the moral of the story is:
For the next Sunburst or it's launch party, i'm gonna ask my dad for some VIP treatment...haha. I'll get it next time, NEXT TIME!

IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH WHAT I WROTE.. WRITE YOUR OWN POST IN YOUR BLOG AND LEAVE ME ALONE.

ParasitesToTheSociety.

Whats wrong with the people nowdays? I've seen more beggars, con-artists, parasites than the kinder side of people..

Its like really annoying when you wanna eat and these beggars come up to you one after another asking for your pity by making their sad faces which they have done to a million other people before you. And yet, we all still fall for it.

I dont mind giving small change to the less-fortunate, but if its the same faces all the time.. i'll get pissed off. Why cant these people find a decent job? Its not like they are handicap like blind or something..they are all normal people but they act like PARASITES to our society!

When i'm eating, i couldn't help but to hear some guy by the next table promising a business worth billion..gazillion to another con-artist victim. Firstly, my family had this experience before...so i really could tell if they are con-artist; by judging from the way they talk, dress, walk and present their multi-million bluff projects.

Let's think rasionally, if your a successful businessman...would you wear a tear'd up t-shirt, spit everywhere while you smoke and then present your "project"? One thing i've learned about meeting with business entrepreneurs, the first impression is always the key to a good business deal..and yet, our people would still fall for it.

I dont know whats wrong with our society and why are these wolves are still 'lingering' around...to me, they are just like cancer to our youth generations....the youths who are trying to have a good life, not the crazy motorcylists.

Breakdown.

Its interesting to think what a girl could do when you put all the trust and love into a relationship with her. I've just read her blog and found out that my girlfriend writes out a post that says she gave her phone number to a 'hot' guy and she said that she'll 'wouldnt' cheat on anyone, right?

What does the "right?" suppose to mean? Is she being sarcastic? I'm having mixed emotions about my relationship now.. i dont know how to trust in her anymore, by that statement in her blog.

And to add my 'emotional wound'; i'm not close to Navin anymore..not as buddies. Its like everyone's changed overnight and i'm left without a choice but to accept the naked truth. Its because i didn't go to a job interview with him eventhough i applied with him. Maybe it'd occur to him that i couldn't be trusted after a series of simutanious occasions that seemed just like what's happening now.

I'm having alot of unnessecary stress within me; and it shows. I'm out every night trying to chill out by hanging out at places like Lepaq, Abg Man, Hartamas Square and D'Haven..just trying to chill out. Trying to forget about all these problems in my head.. and it never goes away eventhough i try so hard trying to forget about it. I dont know what to do anymore..i am having a phycological breakdown.

IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH WHAT I WROTE.. WRITE YOUR OWN POST IN YOUR BLOG AND LEAVE ME ALONE, because i'm already emotionally broken.